Emotions

It's midnight and I can't focus on my scholarship paper. I can't think straight. I can't believe you are gone and left this island. I'm trying to keep myself together but this rain and being alone in this empty house isn't helping at all. I never had a friend like you before in my life. I know you will be in my heart and that will never change our friendship. I enjoyed the days we had. I enjoyed the nights with Mona. I know I must be strong but I never knew I would feel this weak before. I could really use someone right now but I don't want to bother anyone at this time. Gwad...why are goodbyes are so hard?